Couldn't stay awake when little one was feeding, so got up to sort some stuff out. Watched some news. Feel sick, angry and dismayed. There really are plenty of worthless bastards in the world aren't there?
Cannot think of any excuse for what is going on, none at all. Does not matter how angry you are even if your anger is justified you simply cannot carry on like that.
I don't like feeling like this, it makes me a less open and trusting person, makes me suspicious and less likely to help those who actually need it.
Not anywhere near what is happening thankfully, can only imagine what it must be like for decent people who are trapped there, fearing that they may have to literally fight for their lives, not knowing what might happen next as their world goes up in flames.
TV is going off now and I am going to try and go to sleep encouraged by the brave voices in the communities. I hope they still have hope.
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